Tumblr app: I'm done loading
Me: but what about all these blank pictures and gifs
Tumblr app: did I fucking stutter
People think I’m just a normal person going through normal problems and depression..
I’ve been fucked up my entire life and hiding it you fucking assholes. I’m not my own fucking person I’ve lived my whole fucking life in my head protecting myself from everything. Now I’m an adult and can really recognize that I have been spending my whole life like this, and it has to stop. I have to actually live.
I can’t even talk to anybody cause no one understand what it’s like, or what it has been like. This isn’t all of a sudden, my whole.fucking.life. They just see the surface and can’t get any further, I won’t let them. I don’t want anyone to feel my pain.
So fuck all of you. I don’t care if I am being mean anymore none of you have any idea what it’s like so FUCK YOU
Have you ever just had someone tell you something that rips you apart and you can literally feel your chest hurting and your heart is racing and there’s a lump in your throat and it’s just so powerful what words can do just wow words